My life is getting busy those couple of days...as busy as bee. Alhamdulillah, apa yang direncanakan kami husband & wife since last year mula menampakkan hasilnya. Cuma this good news tak dapat nak bgtau kat hubbyku lagi sebab dah 2 hari tak dapat communicate!uwaaaa.....sedeynya.....
Amazingly, lepas faced benda2 yang tak diingini for the past few months Allah have a better plan for me. After few times berulang alik ke putrajaya and meeting with DPMM people, alhamdulillah derang interested dgn produk tepung hasil keluaran kami. Sebelum ni punya lah susah nak dapatkan lubang untuk commercializedkan secret recepie ni. Rupa2nya dalam Malaysia ni sume nak kena ada orang dalam yek... birokrasi sungguh. No wonder laa orang2 yang kaya makin kaya...yang miskin makin melarat! 'Money makes money'. If you wanna have something, you have to be something...baru orang nampak...Sigh!
But, I dun bother it anymore now! It's time for me to make a move...be aggrasive! Yang penting, hopefully lepas submit Halal Certificate application on this 23rd, within a few months (kalau takda aral) boleh dah commercialized product kami...Amazingly, the first quotation had been requested from DPMM just now lepas aku adakan sesi food testing dengan presiden derang. Alhamdulillah, 100kg quotation without our own packaging kena submit kat derang sebab derang nak labelkan product kami under their own brand. As a beginner, tak kesah laa kan asal ada badan nak tolong dapatkan HALAL Certificate + commercializedkan product kami. Tapi untuk bawak product ni ke Milan dgn DPMM & Hub Halal this June kitorang still takda representatif...(sebab aku dah due nak besalin...uwaaaa-kalo tak leh menggediks!) cost 50%will sponsered by DPMM. So, anyone interseted? pvt me, ok...hahaa
Emm..on plan untuk textile & fabrics business still on. The web insyallah will be ready on this April (sbb barang tak sampai lg-sesapa nak put order boleh, due on 24th Mac ye kwn2). So, if anyone interested on shiffon, silk, telekung & other textile, do let me know. Kalau ada sesapa nak kawin tgh thn or ujung thn pon leh booking siap2 ngan aku. Nak franch lace, or shiffon or any type of fabrics yang korang nak...? Order saja....
Showing posts with label career. Show all posts
Showing posts with label career. Show all posts
Recovery....
Just like haven bila blk kg....terasa relief sgt bila berada dikalangan orang2 tersayang waktu2 canggini. I can spend all my time dgn hubby, ibu, abah n of course zahraa. I am so dimotivated last friday...rasa mcm this is the end of my career.End of my world...
Bila jadik camni mula laa rasa nak buat macam2....rasa nak further study pon ada...nak duduk umah jadik hausewife sambil buat part time business pon ada...tapi kalo further study early next year lah baru boleh apply...hmmm.
Tapi, bila pikir2 balik rasanya apa yang jadik ni ada hikmah disebaliknya. Maybe this is the right time for me to look after Zahraa and the newborn on July nanti. Zahraa pon skarang ni sangat lasak and need full attention from me. Biasa la anak kalo tinggal ngan maid. Bukan derang nak educate sangat. Bagi makan, tido n main skejap sudah....At least bila ada kat umah nanti Zahraa can learn more from me. Beliau pon sangat minat dengan buku..so, sambil melayan karenah dia, boleh masakkan utk dia, ajar dia baca....I will try to be a good housewife & a mother. Huhuhu...boleh ke?
Im so lucky compared to others...at least I've got husband that 100% support on me. At least he's around. He gets easier when life gets hard....takpelah Bie,duduk umah ada allowance lebey ckit kot? kekeke......
And to those my friends who are supporting me, thousand of thanks to all of you...macam ckp syikin...keja dari umah tak payah lilit2 tudung kan...kekekee. Thanks fren! Love u oll....
Bila jadik camni mula laa rasa nak buat macam2....rasa nak further study pon ada...nak duduk umah jadik hausewife sambil buat part time business pon ada...tapi kalo further study early next year lah baru boleh apply...hmmm.
Tapi, bila pikir2 balik rasanya apa yang jadik ni ada hikmah disebaliknya. Maybe this is the right time for me to look after Zahraa and the newborn on July nanti. Zahraa pon skarang ni sangat lasak and need full attention from me. Biasa la anak kalo tinggal ngan maid. Bukan derang nak educate sangat. Bagi makan, tido n main skejap sudah....At least bila ada kat umah nanti Zahraa can learn more from me. Beliau pon sangat minat dengan buku..so, sambil melayan karenah dia, boleh masakkan utk dia, ajar dia baca....I will try to be a good housewife & a mother. Huhuhu...boleh ke?
Im so lucky compared to others...at least I've got husband that 100% support on me. At least he's around. He gets easier when life gets hard....takpelah Bie,duduk umah ada allowance lebey ckit kot? kekeke......
And to those my friends who are supporting me, thousand of thanks to all of you...macam ckp syikin...keja dari umah tak payah lilit2 tudung kan...kekekee. Thanks fren! Love u oll....
Bad Day, Bad News....
All the rumours seems to be truth. Buat julung-julung kalinya TL, our VP panggil aku personally utk sampaikan berita nih....
After what had happend to our company, and as per recent news baru-baru ni yang keluar dlm Business Times, our company telah mengakibatkan our parent company, SF which is listed in main board in Germany patah kaki. As a result, our office @ S'pore kena shut down last week and ours @ KL pon terkena tempiasnya. All of us have to take VSS as our last options. Means, after Feb'09 aku akan jadik fulltime hauswife aka personal accountant Mr.Muadzam bin Aziz....heheh. Best kan? Orang lain songlap duit bejuta2....perut moncit telan duit haram, kitorang yang terkontang-kanting kat opis ni terpaksa masuk angin kluar asap.
After what had happend to our company, and as per recent news baru-baru ni yang keluar dlm Business Times, our company telah mengakibatkan our parent company, SF which is listed in main board in Germany patah kaki. As a result, our office @ S'pore kena shut down last week and ours @ KL pon terkena tempiasnya. All of us have to take VSS as our last options. Means, after Feb'09 aku akan jadik fulltime hauswife aka personal accountant Mr.Muadzam bin Aziz....heheh. Best kan? Orang lain songlap duit bejuta2....perut moncit telan duit haram, kitorang yang terkontang-kanting kat opis ni terpaksa masuk angin kluar asap.
Im sooo..stress!!!
Huh...tak tau laa knapa rasa camni. Rasa cam tak besh jaa....ngan office situation yg tak brapa memberangsangkan. Maybe pasal x dpt bonus...which is out of my expectation...sbb kan nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga. Pasal org ats yg amek duit, org bawah suffered sampai skarang.
2nd, auditor2 PWC germany tu maybe extend lg 1 wk kat opis nih...sigh! Apa lagi laa bala nk menimpa lepas nih...
Than, nak apply keja tempat lain pon takkan orang nak accept mak buyung yang perut makin membesar mcm aku nih.....Of course aku kna tunggu after deliver baru worth for interview.
To stay here for another few years...oh no! I dun't think so. I don't have market value over here. The system is too worst! If not because of the money, dah lama aku cabut. Motivation aku kat sini ialah duit jer...so bila company dah jadi canggini, suma motivation utk kerja hilang...gone with the wind! Sememangnya derang tak potong gaji la...not up to that circumstances... Tapi the satisfaction is not here...my job satisfaction already gone sejak kawin...sebab join co ni masa baru kawin....At that moment I think it is the most suitable place for me...boleh balik on time, ada masa utk hubby, beside gaji yang much2 more better dari company lama...
But now..I am really dimotivated! Feels like there is no one appriciate my job over here, nobody wants to hear my point of view...nobody want to share...
My heart, my soul is empty...
Balik umah pon x de sapa nak sembang....last2 sembang bedua ngan Zahraa je laa....sib baik laa dia skarang pon dah pandai nak besembang even tak tahu apa yang ibu dia get through now...and at least she's listening with the reaction 'Aaa?'...n after that she will repeating apa yang ibu dia cakap...hmm. Boleh laa....
2nd, auditor2 PWC germany tu maybe extend lg 1 wk kat opis nih...sigh! Apa lagi laa bala nk menimpa lepas nih...
Than, nak apply keja tempat lain pon takkan orang nak accept mak buyung yang perut makin membesar mcm aku nih.....Of course aku kna tunggu after deliver baru worth for interview.
To stay here for another few years...oh no! I dun't think so. I don't have market value over here. The system is too worst! If not because of the money, dah lama aku cabut. Motivation aku kat sini ialah duit jer...so bila company dah jadi canggini, suma motivation utk kerja hilang...gone with the wind! Sememangnya derang tak potong gaji la...not up to that circumstances... Tapi the satisfaction is not here...my job satisfaction already gone sejak kawin...sebab join co ni masa baru kawin....At that moment I think it is the most suitable place for me...boleh balik on time, ada masa utk hubby, beside gaji yang much2 more better dari company lama...
But now..I am really dimotivated! Feels like there is no one appriciate my job over here, nobody wants to hear my point of view...nobody want to share...
My heart, my soul is empty...
Balik umah pon x de sapa nak sembang....last2 sembang bedua ngan Zahraa je laa....sib baik laa dia skarang pon dah pandai nak besembang even tak tahu apa yang ibu dia get through now...and at least she's listening with the reaction 'Aaa?'...n after that she will repeating apa yang ibu dia cakap...hmm. Boleh laa....
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