Bad Day, Bad News....

All the rumours seems to be truth. Buat julung-julung kalinya TL, our VP panggil aku personally utk sampaikan berita nih....

After what had happend to our company, and as per recent news baru-baru ni yang keluar dlm Business Times, our company telah mengakibatkan our parent company, SF which is listed in main board in Germany patah kaki. As a result, our office @ S'pore kena shut down last week and ours @ KL pon terkena tempiasnya. All of us have to take VSS as our last options. Means, after Feb'09 aku akan jadik fulltime hauswife aka personal accountant Mr.Muadzam bin Aziz....heheh. Best kan? Orang lain songlap duit bejuta2....perut moncit telan duit haram, kitorang yang terkontang-kanting kat opis ni terpaksa masuk angin kluar asap.

Aku sgt jiwang...wakakakaaa

Dlm byk2 lagu, lagu ni buat hati aku terpaut sesangat.... melody dia buat aku melayang2 plus the lyrics is soooo beautiful especially bila hubby gi outstation mcm skarang nih. Mcm tak saba jaa tunggu dia blk bila nyanyi lagu ni snsorang...kekeke. Jiwang siot!!!......ceh!
Bila dngr lagu ni rasa mcm zaman2 becinta dlu lak rasanya. Eh..but skang pon still bechenta what...kekekee. Apa2 pon I feel in cloud 9 lah bila dngr lagu nih...kome nak kutuk, kutuk lah...hahaa. Yg penting aku amat bahagia n teruja ngan lagu nih skarang!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=772Zkx3rSaE

Jason Mraz ft Colbie- Lucky
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you,

I will I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Lalalalaaaa....mari bercoti

Kita posing dlu....(walaupon dlm mulot ada makanan...hehe)

Disebabkan arini takde mood nak buat keja, so jom kita layan gamba aktiviti last 2 wkend besama budak kecik yg makin ligat kat bawah ni....


Sambil ibu abah mkn, kita gi tour lah kat meja lain...


Hmm...kalo nak tau itulah antara aktiviti dia time kitorang breakfast kat lobby hotel...Dia siap gi bekenalan ngan mamat cashier kat kedai sebelah tu lagi....eeeiii anak dara aku nih. Kecik2 dah pandai yer....hmm besar sok jgn ramah sgt udah ler.

Actually kitorang bawak Zahraa ni gi jalan2 ke Genting last 2 weeks. Plannya nak ke Cameron...dah siap booking hotel sume dah. Ibu kan vacation club member...so ingatkan nak menghabiskan saki baki hotel free kat sana laa. Tp tetiba lak abah Zahraa tpaksa gi opis ari sabtu tu, abah pon tukar laa plan ke Genting sebab takut ibu merajuk....kekeke. Memula tu cuak jugak sebab takut x de hotel sbb x booking in advance. Tapi nasib baik still ada available room for walk in guest petang tu...huhuu.

After chk in, ingatkan nak bagi Zahraa nap skejap kat bilik. Tapi dia punya laa exited, lepas minum susu cepat2 bangun dari katil. Turun katil n sarung kasut abah dia....haih...x sabar rupanya nak gi main baby ibu nih. Baby ker? hahaa...kakak lah!

So, after maghrib, kitorang pon turun ke indoor walaupon tau Zahraa dah ngantuk...maklomlah, tadi bgn kul 3pm trus tak tido sampai Genting. So, 8.30pm mmg dah time dia tido laa...tp abah ckp x pe laa skali skala bg dia tido lambat sikit....Sebelum bg dia main, kitorang dinner dlu kat Big Mac sebab baby dlm peyot ni dah menendang2 lapar...(actually ibu dia yg lapar...kekeke). Zahraa pon berjayalah menghabiskan dkt stengah fries tu...than barulah bawak dia main indoor.






Tapi disebabkan dah lewat, sempat bagi kakak Zahraa main merry-go-round jer....ibu n baby dalam perut ni dah penat sgt rasanya. The next day tu baru kitorang amek 1 day indoor...1st time in our life main indoor...kekeke. Kalo dlu gi Genting exited utk main outdoor jaa..bila dah ada anak ni, terpaksa laa melupakan hasrat di hati...huhuhu. Saba je laa kan? Mintak Zahraa n adik cepat2 besar...kita leh gi main outdoor sama-sama...yahoooooo.

Im sooo..stress!!!

Huh...tak tau laa knapa rasa camni. Rasa cam tak besh jaa....ngan office situation yg tak brapa memberangsangkan. Maybe pasal x dpt bonus...which is out of my expectation...sbb kan nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga. Pasal org ats yg amek duit, org bawah suffered sampai skarang.
2nd, auditor2 PWC germany tu maybe extend lg 1 wk kat opis nih...sigh! Apa lagi laa bala nk menimpa lepas nih...

Than, nak apply keja tempat lain pon takkan orang nak accept mak buyung yang perut makin membesar mcm aku nih.....Of course aku kna tunggu after deliver baru worth for interview.
To stay here for another few years...oh no! I dun't think so. I don't have market value over here. The system is too worst! If not because of the money, dah lama aku cabut. Motivation aku kat sini ialah duit jer...so bila company dah jadi canggini, suma motivation utk kerja hilang...gone with the wind! Sememangnya derang tak potong gaji la...not up to that circumstances... Tapi the satisfaction is not here...my job satisfaction already gone sejak kawin...sebab join co ni masa baru kawin....At that moment I think it is the most suitable place for me...boleh balik on time, ada masa utk hubby, beside gaji yang much2 more better dari company lama...

But now..I am really dimotivated! Feels like there is no one appriciate my job over here, nobody wants to hear my point of view...nobody want to share...
My heart, my soul is empty...
Balik umah pon x de sapa nak sembang....last2 sembang bedua ngan Zahraa je laa....sib baik laa dia skarang pon dah pandai nak besembang even tak tahu apa yang ibu dia get through now...and at least she's listening with the reaction 'Aaa?'...n after that she will repeating apa yang ibu dia cakap...hmm. Boleh laa....

Why we lost to the Jews???

This interesting e-mail I received early in this morning....& unfortunately, the fact is true!
Why we cannot defeat the jews
The Gazza chronicle and the sad thing about us………
Saturday, 3 January, 2009 06:34
From: Rula Al Asir
Happy 1430 Hijria.Happy?

But situations in the Muslim world is still sad as it was 500years ago since we relaxed our quest for knowledge. Becauseof that influence and power shifted to the Christian world - and haveremained there ever since.The figures are speaking themselves very loudly but we refuse tolisten. Some thoughts - Extracts of speech by Hafez A.B. Mohamed.Director-General, Al Baraka Bank.
Demographics:

o World Jewish population: 14 million
o Distribution: 7m in America
5m in Asia
2m in Europe
100 thousands in Africa
o World Muslim population: 1.5 billion
o Distribution: 1 billion in Asia/Mid-East
400m in Africa
44m in Europe
6m in the Americaso Every fifth human being is a Muslim.

o For every single Hindu there are two Muslims
o For every Buddhist there are two Muslims
o For every Jew there are 107 Muslims
Yet the 14 million Jews are more powerful than theentire 1.5 billion Muslims...Why..?Here are some of the reasons.

Movers of Recent History
o Albert Einstein - Jewish
o Sigmund Freud - Jewish
o Karl Marx - Jewish
o Paul Samuelson - Jewish
o Milton Friedman - Jewish

Medical Milestones
o Vaccination needle: Benjamin Ruben - Jewish
o Polio vaccine: Jonas Salk - Jewish
o Leukaemia drug: Gertrude Elion - Jewish
o Hepatitis B: Baruch Blumberg - Jewish
o Syphilis drug: Paul Ehrlich - Jewish
o Neuro muscular: Elie Metchnikoff - Jewish
o Endocrinology: Andrew Schally - Jewish
o Cognitive therapy: Aaron Beck - Jewish
o Contraceptive pill: Gregory Pincus - Jewish
o Understanding of human eye: G. Wald - Jewish
o Embryology: Stanley Cohen - Jewish
o Kidney dialysis: Willem Kloffcame - Jewish

Nobel Prize WinnersIn the past 105 years, the 14 million Jews have won 180Nobel prizes whilst the 1.5 billion Muslims have achieved only 3 Nobelwinners.

Inventions that changed History
o Micro-processing chip: Stanley Mezor - Jewish
o Nuclear chain reactor: Leo Sziland - Jewish
o Optical fibre cable: Peter Schultz - Jewish
o Traffic lights: Charles Adler - Jewish
o Stainless steel: Benno Strauss - Jewish
o Sound movies: Isador Kisee - Jewish
o Telephone microphone: Emile Berliner - Jewish
o Video tape recorder: Charles Ginsburg - Jewish

Influential Global Businesses
o Polo: Ralph Lauren - Jewish
o Coca-Cola: - Jewish
o Levi's: Levi Strauss - Jewish
o Starbuck's: Howard Schultz - Jewish
o Google: Sergey Brin - Jewish
o Dell Computers: Michael Dell - Jewish
o Oracle Computers: Larry Ellison: - Jewish
o DKNY: Donna Karan - Jewish
o Baskin Robbins: Irv Robbins - Jewish
o Dunkin' Donuts: Bill Rosenberg - Jewish

Influential Policy-makers/ Politicians
o Henry Kissinger, US Sec. of State - Jewish
o Richard Levin, President Yale University - Jewish
o Alan Greenspan, US Federal Reserve - Jewish
o Joseph Lieberman, US Senator - Jewish
o Madeleine Albright, US Sec. of State - Jewish
o CasperWeinberger, US Sec. of Defence - Jewish
o Maxim Litvinov, USSR Foreign Minister - Jewish
o David Marshal, Singapore Chief Minister - Jewish
o Isaac Isaacs, Gov-Gen. Australia - Jewish
o Benjamin Disraeli, British Statesman - Jewish
o Yevgeny Primakov, Russian PM - Jewish
o Barry Goldwater, US Politician - Jewish
o Jorge Sampaio, President of Portugal - Jewish
o Herb Gray, Canadian Deputy PM - Jewish
o Pierre Mendes, French PM - Jewish
o Michael Howard, British Home Sec. - Jewish
o Bruno Kriesky, Austrian Chancellor - Jewish
o Robert Rubin, US Sec. of Treasury - Jewish

Global Media Figures
o Wolf Blitzer, CNN - Jewish
o Barbara Walters, ABC News - Jewish
o Eugene Meyer, Washington Post - Jewish
o Henry Grunwald, Time Magazine - Jewish
o Katherine Graham, Washington Post - Jewish
o Joseph Lelyeld, New York Times - Jewish
o Max Frankel, New York Times - Jewish

Global Philanthropists
o George Soros - Jewish
o Walter Annenberg - Jewish

Why are they powerful and why are Muslims powerless?Here's another reason... We have lost the capacity to produce knowledge.
o In the entire Muslim world (57 Muslim countries) thereare only 500 universities
o In USA alone, 5,758 universities
o In India alone, 8,407 universities
Not one university in the entire Islamic World featuresin the Top 500 Ranking Universities of the World
o Literacy in the Christian world - 90%
o Literacy in the Muslim world - 40%
o 15 Christian-majority countries' literacy rate - 100%
o Muslim-majority countries with 100% - None
o 98% in Christian countries completed primary education
o Only 50% in Muslim countries completed primary education
o 40% in Christian countries attended university
o In Muslim countries, a dismal 2% attended university
o Muslim-majority countries have 230 scientists per million
o The USA has 5000 per million
o The Christian world - 1000 technicians per million
o Entire Arab world - only 50 technicians per million
o Muslim world spending on R&D - 0.2% of GDP
o Christian world's R&D - 5.0% of GDP
Conclusions
The Muslim world lacks the capacity to produceknowledge.Another way of testing the degree of knowledge is thedegree of diffusing knowledge.

o Pakistan: 23 daily newspapers per 1000 citizens
o Singapore: 460 per 1000 citizens
o UK book titles per million is 2000
o Egypt book titles per million is only 17
Conclusion.. .Muslim World is failing to diffuse knowledge.Applying knowledge is another such test.

o Exports of high-tech products from Pakistan: 0.9%
o In Saudi Arabia : only 0.2%
o Kuwait, Morocco and Algeria : only 0.3%
o Tiny Singapore (4mil pop.) : 68% ...!
Conclusion.. .Muslim world is failing to apply knowledge.What do you conclude? No need to tell... The figures are speakingthemselves very loudly but we are unable to use the ears Allah gave usto listen and eyes to let us see...

Advice
Please educate yourself and your children. Excuses like lack of money, ability or opening are nothing more than that - excuses.Always promote education, don't compromise on it. We hate to be weak,illiterate and poor but are we too weak to give our children theopportunity to break the curse?Don't ignore your children's slightest misguidance from education...and please, for Allah's sake, don't use your personal contacts to promote your children in their education. If they fail, let them because it will make them learn thesweetness of success. Remember... if they can't do it now, they can't ever.With knowledge comes power, and with it even the small can rule over the big. We are world's biggest but sadly NOT strongest nation.All we need is to identify and explore our inner selves. Insha-Allah,our weapon to victory, our duty to spread God's words and our opportunity save all human kind is best through knowledge, creativity,literacy...
And nothing else....... Wake up khalifahs of the land ....... Wake up……………..

Cuti skolah dah abis!

Hmm..kalo korang nak tau, kat umah aku pon ada gak org yg exited nak gi skolah...rasanya baca ABC pon x abis lagi orang tu...hahaaa
Tapi, memandangkan arini 1st day skolah bukak, so kita layan jer lah gamba ni ye...


Botol air kena bawak...

Hmm...apa lg yg tertinggal tu cik kak?

Check dlu enjin keta...nnti mati tgh jln camana?

Kita minum dlu....
Btw, thanks to auntie Jaja...ni laa adaih besday dari auntie Jaja...sejak dpt bag skolah, sibuk sgt berangkut barang 1 umah....huhuhuu


Aqiqah Zahraa

Fuh...punya laa lama event ni dah langsung. Tapi tak sempat2 gak nak update blog. Actually kenduri ni kitorang buat for a few purposes.
1) This is da 1st knduri doa selamat secara besar-besaran sejak kami pindah.
(Masa memula masuk umah tu buat knuri kecik2 baca yassin ngan neighbour jaa...)

2) Aqiqah anak sulung kami...ngeeeee.

3) 1st besday celebration Rania Zahraa... yahoooo! (Actually masa 4hb aritu dah celebrate ngan tok n wan both side, tapi Maklang Afza, Pakngah both side Zahraa takda. Means mcm x complete laa family members masa celebrate tu. So, kali ni ibu tempahkan custom made kek utk Zahraa so that kita leh makan ramai2...dgn kenkwan Zahraa!)

So, spt biasa.... akulah org yg over exited compared ngan Aqiqah n b'day gurl kitorang. 1month b4 dah terpikir2 nak pakaikan Zahraa baju apa. Hmm...korang kata laa aku poyo...sok kome dah dpt anak pompuan baru tau....hahaaaaa. So, after survay a few places, hati bekenan gawn kat Party Princess. Abah Zahraa mcm x bapa stuju sbb katanya tak praktikal...(biasalah org minyak ni...nak praktikal jee...ampun ya Abah, ibu tak ngumpat taww..kekeke)

So, ingt ari isnin lunch hr (a week b4 majlis) tu nak gi KLCC shopping stuff utk anak dara tulah. Tak disangka2, Cik Ida letak 1 paper bag Lovely Lace kat atas meja opisku. huhuu...apa nih K.Ida??? aku tanya...'Hmm...ada laa adiah utk Zahraa ckit' katanya. Aku bukak2 tgk gawn kait bulu kambing biri2 utk Zahraa....uuuuuu...lg santik dari Party Princess. Tq sooo...much Cik Da!

When da day comes, ibu amtlah bizi sampai x sempat nak jadik photographer Zahraa...huhuu. Dari masa baca doa selamat ibu join org surau, sampailah makan2. Bila org surau dah abis mkn, jemputan lain pon dah start sampai seawal 11am. Abah lak sibuk dgn lauk pauk sebab org catering x dpt serve aritu....so, kami memang amatlah bizi. Hasilnya, very limited photo ibu dapat shoot utk kenang-kenangan.
Untuk sedara-mara, kawan2 yang sudi hadir hari tu, thanks so much. N thanks for da gift too! Jika terkurang layanan, makan minum maafkan ye...1st time knuri..biasalah kelam kabut ckit...
Next kenduri insyallah proper...
Zahraa entertaining her friends...

Zahraa's b'day cake

Zahraa potong kek

Zahraa & Iman tgh besembang...x tau laa apa yg disembang. Skali dngr mcm cakap german jaa...kekekeee

Zahraa's b'day gift

Sibuk bukak adiah